You Hurt Me!

I can’t look you in the eyes!

When you stabbed my veins

with your nails,

pressing against my wrists.

I can’t look you in the eyes!

When rivers of tears

are stuck in my throat;

Preventing me to breath

due to your broken promises.

I can’t look you in the eyes!

When you abandoned your parents!

When you abandoned your friends!

When you abandoned us!

Diving into the ocean;

Digging a hole in the sand;

Burying your hopes and dreams

and drowning me in them!

I can’t look you in the eyes!

Because you screwed me up;

You hurt me slowly;

While I trusted your sweet smile;

your twisted brain,

your talented mouth;

While you were making me

constantly

want to break out of my skin;

While you were allowing

everyone

to fuck me over!

I can’t look you in the eyes!

When my heart wants to love you,

but my brain reminds me what you have done:

to me;

to him;

to them;

to us;

to you!

I can’t look you in the eyes!

But what choice do I have

when standing in front of the mirror?

Eyes are my best feature,

the mirror of the soul

shining out of pain.

I can’t stop looking you in the eyes!

As they stare straight into mine,

every morning

trying to wake myself

away from the misery

Of past’s mistakes

And future’s losses…

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